My Father’s Shadow Akinola Davies Jr (UK/Nig; 2025
My Father’s Shadow Akinola Davies Jr (UK/Nig; 2025) Sope Dirisu
viewed Tyneside Cinema 15 Feb 2026; ticket £13.49
a moment of truth
I saw Akinola Davies’ ‘My Fathers Shadow’ with my adult daughter. In the course of the film Aki and Remi young brothers are led round Lagos by Folani their father. He’s not only showing them the town but he also needs to conduct the urgent business of trying to get the backpay owed to him by the factory where he works. Towards the end of the day as they take refreshment in a bar, there’s a moment of emotional truth. A moment in which details evident but dispersed within the action of scenario, suddenly come together with unhappy clarity to expose what has been going on with Folani. But the day is not over. As day turns into night Davies connects all the different strands of his film allowing a complete and brutal picture of the social personal and political forces scattered throughout to be seen understood assimilated.
Sitting next to my daughter Davies’ film made me think of my own role as a father (and would have done even if I had not been sitting next to my daughter). ‘Shadow’ is in part a moral statement about the temporal nature of being a father. The film is not moral in the sense of it being judgemental of Fulani. It’s moral lies in the sense of pointing to fatherdom as being subject to the imperative of time and to life as a process. We are all answerable in and to time. Fathers at some stage of the unravelling of life and death may have to reckon with the consequences of their behaviour. Even when it is too late for reconciliation.
Sitting next to her in the Cinema listening to Folani talk to his sons, I was aware acutely aware of the failings the shortcomings in my fathering. Perhaps that was why I’d chosen to go to this film with her, because although I didn’t know anything about it (except the setting) its very title ‘My Father’s Shadow’ held out the prospect of some examination of ‘this role’ which is a rare enough cinematic theme, especially as much of it is shot from the point of view of the child.
This is a movie that I could see with my daughter after which we could look each other in the eye and talk through some of the bad daddy times and issues that still resonate through our relationship. Of course Davies’ movie is not made as a therapeutic vehicle; most people will not be seeing the film in this light or in my circumstances. But in terms of relations ‘Shadow’ hits a vein of emotional intensity and temporal veracity that is grounded in the knowledge of messy familial worlds characterised by betrayal manipulation and love – the psychic blood that courses through the veins of life.
“Life is hard in Nigeria.” Folani explains to his sons as he takes them through Lagos.
Davies’ film works all the more effectively because it is set in the socio-political contexts that shape Folani and give depth to his experience and his being in the world. And Folani’s world is that of living in a neo-colonialist system. The hand-over of power from the British to ‘Nigerians’ happened in 1960. There was no significant liberation movement and the hand over of power was relatively seamless. Meaning that the capitalist economic system and the political social structures were fundamentally unchanged. Besides the use of hereditary chiefs to rule local areas, the main structure erected by the British for controlling and defining Nigeria was its Army. When the British ‘left’ the Nigerian army was the only national institution that effectively had reach throughout Nigeria. Lip service was paid to democracy and fashioning responsive structures, but in effect the army simply continued to administer and exploit the systems the British had instigated for their own purposes, with added layers of corruption relating to individual officers tribal and family affiliations. Folani and the millions of others like him became neo-colonialist subjects: without power without voice without significance: as inconsequential as insects
As night falls on Lagos it becomes certain that Folani will not get the back pay he desperately needs. He’s a nobody, beaten down in body and soul by a system that exploits his labour to create wealth for the factory owner but who is powerless to claim what is his due. “Life is hard in Nigeria”. The day Folani and his sons walk through Lagos is the day of days when the results of the national elections for a civilian government are to be announced. The town is electric with excitement at the prospect of a civilian government that the people themselves will have elected. But as Folani and his sons walked the town during the day the omnipresence of the military was all too evident: large numbers of soldiers circulating and in the air sinister rumours of military atrocities. As night falls the TV in the bar where Folani and his sons are sitting explodes with the reality of betrayal. Even as the people are celebrating the picture on the screen cuts to the large bedecked figure of a general in military fatigues. He announces the end of hope: due to suspected irregularities at the polling stations the elections have been declared void and the military will now take over the government. The people, Folani, they all know they have been cheated. They also know that it was inevitable that the dirty deed would be done, without shame without appeal; any attempt at mass or even individual protest to be met with murderous force. You will be shot. They have the guns; the people only have their bodies; neo-colonial drift wood, expendable.
Davies’ final sequence in ’Shadow’ is magnificent and humbling. We see that for the neo-colonialist insect what is denied in life is granted by death. The Rituals of Death bestow the honour dignity and worth never attainable in life.
adrin neatrour
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